Precisely, thank you LeeB. I'm on it. A little over 2 years. But 39 years cannot just be erased, because there is a little religious trauma there. (I did tests
).
I don't watch as much ex jw Youtube material anymore as in the beginning of my wakening up. I don't have to or want to research anymore. I have been thoroughly deceived, I believed them, but not anymore. I'm trying to help others where I can, because others helped me in my healing. We are all on our personal christian journey.
Indeed letting go is a very big part of it