I just want to say that as the wheat continues to grow among the tares, I have greatly enjoyed being able to learn to have joy in Jesus. Don't get me wrong, life in our current situation can get me down. I'm overwhelmed at times and without the happy pill mind control of the borg, I've had to face some harsh realities. But I've learned I'm not alone. Jesus isn't "just for the anointed" and I'm not just a friend of my Heavenly Father. To understand who they are and what they have done for me has blown my mind.
Even when I'm scared or weighed down, I can be joyful. And it's not the fake smile of "oh I'm a jw and I better seem happy so other people wanna be jws too", but it's a true joy. A joy I try to share. I want to be immersed in love for my God, His son, and my brothers and sisters, even those who have not yet come to embrace Christ.
Sometimes I miss the structure of the borg, but the peace I have now...the understanding of what it means to be a Christian, I wouldn't trade for anything. Ever.
Thank you all for being my church. Sharing things. Reading my words.
Hosanna!
Even when I'm scared or weighed down, I can be joyful. And it's not the fake smile of "oh I'm a jw and I better seem happy so other people wanna be jws too", but it's a true joy. A joy I try to share. I want to be immersed in love for my God, His son, and my brothers and sisters, even those who have not yet come to embrace Christ.
Sometimes I miss the structure of the borg, but the peace I have now...the understanding of what it means to be a Christian, I wouldn't trade for anything. Ever.
Thank you all for being my church. Sharing things. Reading my words.
Hosanna!
