It is time to move on, move forward with your eyes focused on the kingdom. Leave the past behind, if the blind lead the blind the ditch is waiting for both. What was the advice of Jesus about this, Matthew 15:13-14 , LET THEM ALONE , God did not plant the witnesses , you do not pull them up by their roots, God will do that. Our time should be used for our growth. This constant attack serves no purpose, it is putting your hand on the plow and looking back. Let yourself heal in the Spirit from the abuse you suffered, count it as a joy that you took up your own cross and followed Christ. Vengeance belongs to God not you. Love your enemies, pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be the children of the Father.